Tamara

Spirit-Guided the artist's story

Education
History
Books
Exhibitions
Articles

I was born with the Sun and Moon in Sagittarius and Aries rising. For the astrologers among us, this means a lot of fire. It has taken a long time to get grounded. (Boston MA Dec 11 1939 12:49 pm). I was a child with great dreamings and a tendency to get lost in pools of color. I had imaginary friends with impossible names who lived in Rumpydoodle Land. I made an elaborate home for fairies in the woods behind my house. I searched out special mosses, and carefully placed them as a carpet around a small opening in a tree root, and surrounded it with a circle of stones. I tended it daily.

My mother was a talented artist and gardener and dressmaker. She inspired me to find extraordinary beauty in ordinary things. I had early visions of colorful crowds of flowers, special insects with amazing colors, and the great rock and shell treasures that abound on Cape Cod. These organic forms still inspire and inform my work.

School

When it was time to leave home, I deeply yearned to live in a big city. I was dreaming of NY but I was not courageous enough to go there yet, so for two years I studied painting at the Boston Museum School. That was city enough for a start, and it was there that I began to learn how to live on my own. The school was a great start for art training. We had life drawing every morning for two years, rigorous design, painting and art history classes. It was a thrill to learn how large the world of art was, and yet I yearned to have more freedom, less academic training.


Scorpion 1966.

I saw in an art magazine the work of Richard Diebenkorn, and was able to convince my parents that I needed to go to San Francisco to study with him at the California School of Fine Arts. (The year after I graduated with my BFA, the name changed to the San Francisco Art Institute) On the day I first entered the school, there was a student up on a tall ladder, painting a huge mural on the wall with his hands. Yes, this is the place I need to be, I thought. It was a grand experience altogether, to be inspired by teachers like Diebenkorn and Elmer Bischoff.

I discovered light and space and the joy of how to be excited about painting without a whole lot of direct instruction. I learned by seeing how these painters I so admired handled paint with so much freedom, and by observing how color can create space. I met a most creative sculptor and fellow student there. We got married and moved to New York.

The Big Apple

I lived here for 26 years. We moved here in 1962 to jump into not only the intense artistic expression of New York, but also the tumult and disorientation of the ever changing world of the sixties. With nine other artists, I was part of the Park Place Gallery which was one of the very first of the downtown Soho galleries, and had the distinction of being supported by several major art collectors. We lived that somewhat impoverished artist life that included things like hiding from the fire department's random inspections of lofts to ascertain whether there was actual living going on there, which at the time was highly illegal.

My work changed a lot. I moved from somewhat pictorial expressionistic colorful forms into exploring the possibility of shifting space only by the use of clean lines, geometric shapes and color. I had very romantic notions about how life should be lived. When my precious daughter was born, a little bit of reality began to take hold.

Lower Manhattan Ocean Club
1974.

When our marriage ended, I had some figuring to do about how to keep things together financially. This and that person was forever asking me where did I get this or that dress, and because there was never really any money for shopping, and because I had my dressmaking skills I would take a piece of fabric, and just cut. I was often surprised by how things would match up, fit, and look great. It seemed like magic to me, and so in this way I started making clothes. No training, no patternmaking, no business sense. I experimented with dyes and silk and with the colors thus possible, I was in heaven.

More or less at the same time I discovered the incredible world of astrology, and then a meditation group that became a pivotal part of my life. The energy of the combination of these things had the power to shoot this budding enthusiasm for clothing design into a retail store, and then a wholesale business that sold to specialty stores in many many places. My little art/design company suddenly had seamstresses and patternmakers and bookkeepers and payroll taxes. I did this for sixteen years, until it wasn't fun anymore.

I knew something was happening the day I walked through the flower market area, in seeing the young men rushing down the sidewalks with their towering carts of cut flowers I burst into tears. I was weeping for the flowers. I couldn't stop. I needed soil, I needed nature, I needed to be planted.

The Big Dream

Not too long after that I had a powerful dream about a place called White, Texas. The feeling of it was of light and freedom. It had unprecedented impact. I asked a friend who lived in Dallas if there was such a place. She said, "Not that I know of, but there's Blanco". Blanco is near Austin and so I went there. It's hard to believe, but in two months after this visit, I moved to Austin. I had never before in my life felt the presence of Spirit Guidance in the way that I did in making this decision to completely end my business in NY, move to this city where I knew not a single person, leave my daughter in our apartment. (She was in her last year of NYU so we decided she could manage this.)

I had a dream about the house I was going to live in, and after driving around looking for houses for an hour and a half, I saw it. I pulled up to the house just as the previous tenants were packing their things into a van. I walked in and knew this was my house. Everything was easy. I began taking lots of personal growth and healing kinds of workshops. I instantly found soul connected friends. For nine years I explored deeper layers of who I am, my creativity, my relationship to myself.


Patch Jacket 1993.

Austin was an amazing place for me to do this. I felt completely at home there. The air is soft. There is live music every night. It's warm. I found ways to care for myself that I had never dreamed possible. A psychic told me that Austin has a giant quartz crystal underneath the ground and that people are drawn there for healing. I believe it. It worked for me. I learned to trust there. I learned to trust events, inner promptings, people, and more importantly myself.

In my last year in Texas, I actually had the opportunity to live in Blanco. I didn't go there directly, because it was too small, I couldn't imagine how I would survive there. But in the last year I lived on a 1700 acre ranch in a small house from which I could see only juniper trees, live oaks and wild flowers. There were deer, scorpions, fire ants and armadillos in great abundance. To me they were all treasures--except for the fire ants.

I communicated with nature spirits and contemplated the fact that I had remet the man who had been my highschool sweetheart when we were in the ninth grade. It needed some contemplation because I was having some very unique feelings about him, and yet he lived in Pennsylvania and was on my 'no, no' list because he was married at the time.

Now I'm here

Ornamental Bottle
Fall 2004.

I did move to Pennsylvania, and married this high school sweetheart. We now live in the midst of the beautiful rolling hills of Lancaster County that support industrious Amish farmers as well as enthusiastic fox hunters. My husband began making and woodfiring pottery after he retired from his aerial survey company. We have our studios and lots of room for creative fun. I am surrounded by an extreme abundance of wildlife and exploding gardens.

The bead odyssey began in 2000 when I took a workshop with Kate Fowle and came home with a torch. With this hot liquid color, the vision I need to see is able to materialize. With this fire, I feel nourished like nothing else has ever done. I take workshops whenever possible. So far, I've learned essential things from Stevi Belle, Jim Smirsich, Nancy Tobey and Doug Remschneider. I have the luxury of spending full time making beads and jewelry and to completely engage with this imagination of mine.

 

Education

1960-62

 

Bachelor of Fine Arts

California School of Fine Arts

San Francisco, CA

1958-60

Boston Museum School

Boston, MA

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History

2002

Beadmaking workshop with Jim Smircich

2002

Beadmaking workshop with Nancy Tobey

2002

Beadmaking workshop with Stevi Belle

2000

Study flameworked beadmaking with Kate Fowle

1998

Become fascinated with beads, begin stringing them

1996

Move to Pennsylvania

1992

Concentration on painting/collage

1987

Continue with art clothing in Austin

1986

Close business in NYC and move to Austin, TX

1973-86

Make handpainted, original clothing, sell in own retail store in Soho NY, as well as wholesale to specialty stores nationwide.

1970

Begin experimenting with handpainted silk

1963-67

Original member of Park Place Gallery NY.
Have paintings in major collections.

1962

Move to NYC, take myself seriously as an artist.

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Books

2004

1000 Glass Beads

Lark Books

2003

La Nouvelle Abstraction Americaine 1950-1970
by Claudine Humblet

Skira

1982

Fashion 2001
by Lucille Khornak

Viking Press, NY

1975

Batik in Many Forms
by Laura Adasko and Alice Huberman

William Morrow, NY

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Exhibitions

2002

Chester Springs Studio Members exhibit

Chester Springs, PA

2001

Chester Springs Studio Members exhibit

Chester Springs, PA

1993

Gayle Wilson Gallery

Southampton, NY

1992

"Newform "93" Dougherty Art Center

Austin, TX

1990

Gayle Wilson Gallery

Southampton, NY

1985

"Wearable Art for the Collector"

Evansville Museum of Arts & Science

Received "Best in show"Award

Evansville, IN.

1983

Gayle Wilson Gallery

Southampton, NY

1982

Gayle Wilson Gallery

Southampton, NY

1981

"Art Couture, Haute Couture"
Pittsburgh Center for the Arts

Pittsburgh, PA

1981

"You"ll Never Walk Alone" Clothing as Art
Cleveland Art Institute

Cleveland, OH

1981

Sylvia Ullman American Crafts

Cleveland, OH

1969

Paula Cooper Gallery

New York, NY

1968

"Park Place Group" M.I.T.

Cambridge, MA

1967

"Park Place Group"

Denver, CO

1965

"Art for the City"
Institute of Contemporary Art

Philadelphia, PA

1966

Solo exhibition Park Place Gallery

New York, NY

1965

Lannan Foundation Four Winds Gallery

Palm Beach FL

1962-1967

Park Place Gallery Group Exhibitions

New York NY

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Articles and Reproductions

April 1993

Arkansas Democrat Gazette Little Rock, AK

March 1984

New York Post

December 1982

New York Times

January 1982

Women's Wear Daily

October 1981

Soho News

September 1981

New York Post

January 1981

The Cincinnati Inquirer

August 1980

The New York Times

August 1980

Women's Wear Daily

July 1980

San Antonio Light

July 1980

San Antonio Express

1980

Virginia Slims Print Ad

June 1980

Women's Wear Daily

April 1980

Women's Wear Daily

February 1980

The Star

February 1980

Women's Wear Daily

February 1980

Women's Wear Daily

January 1980

Women's Wear Daily

December 1979

Daily News

November 1979

Life Magazine

November 1979

New York Post

September 1979

Inside New York

September 1979

The Plain Dealer, Cleveland OH

September 1979

Women's Wear Daily

July 1979

New York Magazine

June 1979

Women's Wear Daily

March 1979

Daily News

January 1979

Women's Wear Daily

January 1979

Women's Wear Daily

November 1978

Sunday News Magazine

October 1978

McCall's

June 1978

Women's Wear Daily (Cover)

June 1978

California Apparel News

May 1978

Cue

April 1978

Women's Wear Daily

February 1978

New York Times 'Fashion' Carrie Donovan

January 1978

Harper's Bazaar

August 1977

Mademoiselle

April 1977

New York Times 'Metropolitan Baedeker'

March 1977

Working Woman

March 1977

Daily News

December 1976

New York Post 'Inside Fashion'

October 1976

Soho Weekly News

June 1976

Video City

November 1975

Women's Wear Daily

October 1975

W

June 1975

Women's Wear Daily

June 1974

New York Magazine

May 1974

New York Magazine

April 1974

Soho Weekly News

January 1974

Vogue Magazine

December 1973

New York Times 'Shop Talk'

December 1973

Village Voice 'Centerfold'

December 1973

New York Magazine

December 1973

Soho Weekly News

November 1973

Soho Weekly News 'Rose Hartman'

July 1973

New York Times 'Shop Talk'

February 1973

New York Magazine 'Best Bets'

January 1966

Art News

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